Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Brand New Me

You see things; and you say "Why?"


But I dream things that never were;


and I say "Why not?"


- George Bernard Shaw






In the last couple of days, I have taken stock of who I am and who I want to be. The focus of my blog for the past few weeks has been strictly on the Trinity of Terror. It is my goal to present the truth with love. I have not been accomplishing that goal here lately. I have always been of the opinion that karma is a vital part of our universe. Karma is the law that good begets good, and bad begets bad. Every action, thought, or decision one makes has consequences – good or bad – that will return to each person in the present life, or in one yet to come. We should love one another in order to remove chaos from the world.




I have decided that too much pettiness and too much ill will has filled my psyche. I have discovered that instead of light and love emanating from my soul, a stream of ill will and bad vibes have been broadcasted. I recently read this inspiring article: http://en.fgulen.com/content/view/1746/10/.

F. Gulen has these inspiring words:


"Love is an elixir; a human lives with love, is made happy by love and makes those around him or her happy with love. In the vocabulary of humanity, love is life; we feel and sense each other with love. God Almighty has not created a stronger relation than love, this chain that binds humans one to another. In fact, the Earth is nothing but a ruin without love to keep it fresh and alive. Jinn and humans have sultans; bees, ants and termites have their queens; for each of these there is a throne. Kings and queens are come to power in different ways, and then they ascend their thrones. Love is the sultan that reigns on the throne of our hearts, with no power strugle being involved. The tongue and lips, the eyes and the ears only have a value as long as they carry the flag of love, yet love is only valuable in and of itself. The heart, the pavilion of love, is priceless because of the love it carries. Castles can be conquered without bloodshed merely by waving flags of love in front of them. Sultans become soldiers of affection when conquered by the soldiers of love.

We have been brought up in an atmosphere in which the victories of love are in our eyes and the sound of the drums of love resounds in our hearts. Our hearts beat with excitement when we see the flag of love waving. We have become so intertwined with love that our lives become purely dependent on love, and we dedicate our souls to it. When we live, we live with love, and when we die, we die with love. In every breath, we feel it with our whole existence; it is our warmth in the cold, and our oasis in the heat.

In this over-polluted world, where evil is everywhere, if there is something that has been left untouched and clean, that is love; among all the fading ornaments of this life, if there is a beauty that has preserved its magnificence and charm without fading, that is also love. There is nothing more real or more lasting than love in any nation or society in this world. Wherever the sound of love, softer and warmer than a lullaby, is heard, all other voices, all instruments, are muted, and they all join together in a contemplation of silence with their most melodic strains."

THEREFORE, I have decided to set a different tone for my blog. You will have to read posts in the coming weeks to see what I am going to set out to accomplish. Since I will be out of town until Saturday, feel free to enjoy "the old".....because I am bringing in the new very soon.

Today, I will post my last dedication to Alcina, Mediocre Travis, and Ms Bitch for this month. Who knows.....I may dedicate something to them next month or next year. We will see since I am now on a new path.

I leave you with these words from the poet and Shining Star:

There are too many questions
There is not one solution
There is no resurrection
There is so much confusion

And the love profusion
You make me feel
You make me know
And the love vibration
You make me feel
You make it shine

There are too many options
There is no consolation
I have lost my illusions
What I want is an explanation

And the love profusion
You make me feel
You make me know
And the love direction
You make me feel
You make me shine
You make me feel
You make me shine
You make me feel

I got you under my skin
I got you under my skin
I got you under my skin
I got you under my skin

There is no comprehension
There is real isolation
There is so much destruction
What I want is a celebration

And I know I can feel bad
When I get in a bad mood
And the world can look so sad
Only you make me feel good

I got you under my skin
I got you under my skin
I got you under my skin
I got you under my skin

I got you under my skin
I got you under my skin
I got you under my skin
I got you under my skin

And the love profusion
You make me feel
You make me know
And the love intention
You make me feel
You make me shine
You make me feel
You make me shine
You make me feel

I got you under my skin
I got you under my skin
I got you under my skin
I got you under my skin
I got you under my skin
I got you under my skin
I got you under my skin
I got you under my skin

And I know I can feel bad
When I get in a bad mood
And the world can look so sad
Only you make me feel good



1 comment:

ms generica to you!! said...

i wonder to myself why then did you bother starting the blog with the banner of"i know mental madges identity??"" how quickly you seem to have seen the"light"and want and need "change"its just a blog.its not meant to be the all knowing all powerful goodness of the world....yousound like andy...in fact m you and many sound all the same ..must be the bible belt or something..im not sure its all a bit crazy